i have never been so alone but surrounded by so many..i feel so unutterably useless at this point. i don’t have any motivation to go on. all my friends hate me, my parents think I’m a little shit and everything is just so horrible..I’m trying to see something good but there just isn’t anything..at all…I’m begging for something to come along..i do everything wrong, screw everything up..I’m such a failure..no one can help me “I don’t even know what to say anymore” You don’t have to say anything, nothing will help. So numb..
i wish i had a cute neighbor that wanted to do cute stuff like fuck the shit out of me